At Least I Have Nails The Colour Of Justice

So, life sucks. Today I slept in an hour, although dad's school was closed for the morning so he could drive me to school which was okay. Math was annoying cause Jasmine wasn't there; she texted me saying she was in the cafeteria, though. The new things we're doing doesn't make sense, which sucks. English was boring and no one paid attention; as per usual. Human Dynamics, ugh, this woman pisses me off !!

I told you how I sent my half of the paper to my partner yesterday around 3:30pm, correct ? Well I checked my email this morning and there was no response so I was worried. When I walked into class (I sit on the opposite side of the room from her) I tried to make eye contact but it didn't work, and when the bell rang she was out through the door without saying a WORD to me, so I had to half chase her down the hallway to make sure she passed it in. She did. A little bit of confirmation wouldn't hurt anyone, though !!

Then came lunch ... my enemy. Zack is sick today (feel better) and Fufu's mom came & picked her up for lunch. I couldn't get ahold of Jasmine and Sarah McD's had plans with Alyshia ... so I got the metrobus. That's right folks, I spent my lunch hour riding the Route 15 for an hour when I was starving just because there was no one to hang out with at school. The library was closed ALL lunch, not just the usual first half, because of a teacher meeting so that wasn't even close to an option.

Now it's my free period and I'm chillaxin'. I texted Adam to see if I could get my CSI game off of him (he borrowed it in September). For those who don't know, I cut off all ties with him, Robyn and Scott almost two months ago, so this was a terribly awkward situation even though it was only a text. He said to meet him at Tim's tomorrow at lunch for it, so guess where we're going for at least PART of lunch tomorrow !! We have two hours Zack, so chillax.

But today I realized that I half kinda miss them ... fucking christ. Like, I miss meeting up with Robyn in the mornings knowing she'd be there. I miss knowing lunch would be held at either Sobeys or Tim's and I miss knowing we were all going to Scott's during the weekend. I miss the security (and I use this term loosely) of knowing they would always be there.

Not to say I'll go back to being their buds again, don't misinterpret me. I just miss knowing what was going on no matter what. I suppose those pros came with their share of cons so I shouldn't be complaining of Fufu's lunches at home or Zack's constant absences, but I'm just still not used to it. Who knows, maybe one day I'll learn to be independent.

"Animals hunt to survive. Humans hunt for fun."

I'm still losing my faith in the human species ... and no, this isn't related to this Blog, it's connected to my English paper.